urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rightofpolaris so I did this before you came around to me. rightofpolaris 2005-09-18T01:00:55Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rightofpolaris:6643 2005-09-18T01:00:55Z 2005-09-18T01:00:55Z <p><p><p><p><p><p><br /><br /><br />I don't belong here, anymore.<p><br /><br />Puzzles are made of many pieces.<br />These are just a few... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rightofpolaris:6216 2004-12-30T01:15:02Z 2004-12-30T01:15:02Z Bob Dylan - The times are a changing I've met the girl I'm going to marry.<br /><br />Got the ol' boot again.<br />No college again. <br />Sucks I guess. <br />Maybe it's for the best.<br /><br />I'm in love. Guess it makes it all worth it.<br /><br />I've begun working much more. It's for the best cause.<br /><br />check out the trailer for the next good one at<br /><br />www.geocities.com/elephanttreeproductions<br /><br />love and miss you all<br /><br />bd urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rightofpolaris:6132 2004-12-16T07:20:42Z 2004-12-16T07:20:42Z Cold - Suffocate "All I wanted was to kiss you back, but you pushed me out the door."<br />I'm falling.<br /><br />Tonight, I saw a shooting star. It was beautiful.<br /><br /><br /><br />Happy Birthday Todd Ross! I have finals tommorow morning! :o(<br /><br /><br />"My head is spinning so fast... No wait, I think I'm having a stroke!"<br /><br />It's funny when you wait something out. You kinda think if God is playing tricks on you. <br /><br />My whole life has been based on gut feelings. Gut feelings have got me to where I am today. It may not say much, but I am happy.<br /><br />This is a gut feeling. And I feel sick. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rightofpolaris:5725 2004-12-13T01:38:41Z 2004-12-13T01:38:41Z Deathcab - Lack of Colors Not in love,<br />just obcessed with the idea that I <br />c o u l d <br />be. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rightofpolaris:5564 2004-12-06T06:04:12Z 2004-12-06T06:04:12Z Sometimes the nights are cold. I think we all agree that someone should be there to keep us warmer. Although, I have given up. What doesn't make you sick, only makes you stronger. I've decided to stop trying. <br />Time is obselete in the winter. It comes and goes, but nothing matters. For as long as I've known it, the snow will always come, the cold will always stay, and the sun will always shoot iceicles down your spine. The winter isn't that bad. If I befriend Jack Frost, I will never need anyone to keep my warm. My brain is my iron curtain of the heart. <br /><br />Someone push me from this line of misunderstanding.<br /><br />In some African tribes, the more piercings you have on your body; it means the more likely you would die for your family. I want a million piercings.<br /><br />Things are returning to normal.<br /><br />...Yet, my self promise holds true. <br />In 26 days, I will cry. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rightofpolaris:5327 2004-12-06T02:16:34Z 2004-12-06T02:16:34Z Saosin "THIS CONVERSATION.... Is OVER!..." I'm going out for coffee. Maybe some pizza. "I wanted to put a bullet in between the eyes of any panda who wouldn't fuck to save their species." urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rightofpolaris:4886 2004-11-27T06:21:57Z 2004-11-27T06:21:57Z Jupiter Sunrise - Cherry Wine She's beautiful... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rightofpolaris:4819 2004-11-01T06:07:56Z 2004-11-01T06:07:56Z Last night, we had the Halloween party...<br /><br />I did NOT wear a costume... as a matter of fact, Phoebe was the only one in costume all night. (2 thumbs up for Phoebe!)<br />It was good, though!<br />We had a good amount to drink. (Good amount?...ohh yes)<br />Met some really cool people. Met back up with some cooler people!<br />In the morning, Timmy and Jim woke up and bought me, brian, and kaitlin breakfest. yum. It was delicious!<br />Jim, Tim, Brian, Dana, Kaitlin, and I took only like 3 minutes to pick up the trashed house. I was astonished how fast it went!<br />I think everyone had a good time. Good memories!<br />Kaitlin has the most badass picture of all time, with the creepiest illusion in the background.<br />Very awesome!<br />I'll see you guys soon!<br />Happy HALLOWEEN! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rightofpolaris:4419 2004-11-01T06:02:09Z 2004-11-01T06:02:09Z Y'all know, that I'm not a big gamer.<br /><br />Though, OMG,<br /><br />GTA: San Andreas, I thought... hell.... fun, just like the other ones. <br /><br />It's sooooo good....<br />The first game I've really played that I have to say, after playing it all day, I'm actually looking forward to playing it later.<br /><br />You need to get haircuts, eat, work out, stay in shape, stay out of jail.... it's crazy!<br /><br />Like, real life...you need money... for all these things...even food shopping... or a sound system for your car...<br /><br />but like in real life, you don't just get $10,000 for beating a mission. Something the other ones totally FUBARed on. I have 300$ and I've been playing ALL day long. Go figure, right?<br /><br />Check this game out if you haven't already! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rightofpolaris:4304 2004-10-26T02:20:43Z 2004-10-26T02:20:43Z 10 Things I Can't Have For My Birthday<br /><br />10- A puppy<br />9- Milk mustaches<br />8- Sleeping in the back of the car Christmas Eve night<br />7- Dunkin Donut Munchkin War<br />6- New lungs<br />5- General Lee, (The car, not the person)<br />4- The gut feeling you get, in first grade when the girl next to you has a crush on you.<br />3- For the Angels to win the penant!<br />2- Official Red Ryder Carbine-Action Two-Hundred-Shot Range Model Air Rifle! (You'll shoot your eye out kid!)<br />1- For someone to convince me I'm not as old as I think I am. That I'm NOT grown up yet. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rightofpolaris:3916 2004-10-25T04:58:44Z 2004-10-25T05:02:32Z Last night we went to Cabaloosos. It was good. I need an ID! The bartender must have thought Maeve was an alocholic! Than we went back to Emily and Maeve's room. We got in at 530. My mom was mad. I slept until 5pm. I wonder if i'll do my midterm for tommorow tonight. Probably not.<br /><br />www.geocities.com/elephanttreeproductions<br /><br />check out video clips I guess.<br /><br />Later all you crazy people.<br />PS: Did Matt send me the answers to my midterm? I think yes! You are a superhero urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rightofpolaris:3626 2004-10-24T02:53:06Z 2004-10-24T02:53:06Z Thursday night, Timmy and I were in a restaurant. Timmy was setting up a table, and a lady was staring at him. He nodded. Her eyes rolled back, and she fell back in her chair.<br /><br />She died.<br /><br />While we waited for the ambulance, Timmy said he was sorry. Sorry for being the last thing she saw. We sat in the car, silenced by what had happened. After a couple of minutes, we both lit cigarettes and made up a story about our cat. Buddha's father is a russian samaraui.<br /><br />That night, we almost hit a wolf.<br /><br />Timmy said out of all the bad and good things that happened that night, that he felt compromised. The same way he felt before the day had started. I asked him, "Was it worth it?"<br /><br />"Oh yes." He said bluntly. " And if I could run a re-play, there would be so many things I'd change."<br /><br />For all the sad things in our lives that torture our insides, I can promise everyone that life isn't about getting better or worse. It's about questions, since the answers we'll never understand. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rightofpolaris:3370 2004-10-18T06:07:22Z 2004-10-18T06:07:22Z Is this me leading a squad of Rangers???? I believe it is!<br /><br /><br /><img src="http://www.geocities.com/briandouglassfilm/JollyDays1.jpg"> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rightofpolaris:3190 2004-10-08T02:30:28Z 2004-10-08T02:30:28Z AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!<br />AOL "lost" my buddy list!!!! If you were on my buddy list, you're GONE!<br /><br />I need everyone to IM me next time I'm online, so I can make a new one. And, If I never had you on my buddy list, IM me. <br /><br />Douglass29<br /><br />I guess it's kinda like starting over.... awesome. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rightofpolaris:2805 2004-10-02T03:02:03Z 2004-10-02T03:02:03Z Tonight was a cushion in a hard falling week.<br />I got home from work... sat around....went to the bon-fire...visited Joe...stopped by the girls house...now I am home. <br /><br />Next Saturday, prepare for some pictures! If you're wondering why my head looks ridiculous, It's all in good fun. <br /><br />Ranger-Hawk. Omg. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rightofpolaris:2422 2004-09-28T03:56:40Z 2004-09-28T03:56:40Z This weekend, we had airsoft. It was awesome. Shot so many people.<br /><br />I've been stressing over something. It's not what y'all think though. <br /><br />Sometimes I just want to get up and break something.<br /><br />I'm frusturated with everything. I hate going back to school. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rightofpolaris:2191 2004-09-24T16:47:44Z 2004-09-24T16:47:44Z the sound of printers I'm at school... So Hungry!!!!<br />Than I go to work.<br /><br />THinking about having a BBQ tommorow depending on how many people want to go. Let me know if youre interested! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rightofpolaris:1924 2004-09-24T06:14:05Z 2004-09-24T06:14:05Z Sum 41 - We're all to Blame My new lj name came from a night thinking in bed before I went to sleep.<br /><br />For all you Peter Pan fans, "Second star to the left and straight on til' morning."<br /><br />Now, what if we go to the second star on the right? And go straight on til' morning. Instead of being young forever, maybe it's the place where we can all be grown up forever. Or maybe its a place where we don't have to worry about even growing up. <br /><br />School is ok. Work is awesome! and my love life... love life? We all have crushes I suppose! If not, what would we think about all day????????????<br /><br />I was going to go to Albany this weekend, but I'm not going now cause timmy's working. Now I have a whole free weekend! hmmmm.... this weekend, I feel like doing something I can talk about for a long time. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rightofpolaris:1683 2004-09-22T00:00:04Z 2004-09-22T00:00:04Z Sup Dawgs and Dudes....<br /><br />My day in a nutshell: <br /><br />I was at work, and than I left, but than there was a rap battle, and everyone was rapping loudly, and than I got scared, but than all of a sudden the police came, and they wanted to break it up, but they didn't know everyone was just dropping lines, because i heard this when i went to find timmy, but the thing was that i was walking, and out of the woods this guy walked out, and he looked like Bigfoot and weird al if they had a baby, and he had a stick, and than he walked over this rock, and i was next to him, and he started looking at me, than timmy came and while we were leaving, the guy picked up some rocks and starting licking them, but some girl kissed timmy, and i don't know if thats true cause i think he's lying, because i was working one day at Westchester. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rightofpolaris:942 2004-09-20T11:59:55Z 2004-09-21T04:54:17Z Hey Mercedes - It's been a blast Today is the coldest day, ever invented... <br /><br />Last night, Timmy and I got coffee, and smoked cigarettes in our back yard, on our deck chairs, under large blankets. It was really nice, ya know?... Than we placed a bid on ebay... I woke up, sick, with the worst cold ever.. I slept 3 hours, cause Henwin likes to shed like a crazy animal.... than, I found me and timmy got outbid like 30 seconds before the bid ended.... I hope today gets better (warmer)! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rightofpolaris:607 2004-09-20T00:35:01Z 2004-09-20T00:35:01Z Band of Brothers So, my first REAL live journal post on this one!<br /><br />Today was the most relaxing day ever... <br /><br />Woke up at like 4, sat around...ate dinner... went to fireworks with heat and timmy. Ate Zeppoles.... Now I'm just sitting around watching Band Of Brothers... Amazing...<br /><br />Fireworks are awesome. There isn't much to them. They're all the same. Yet, they're all so beautiful.<br /><br />Is this the finale? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rightofpolaris:484 2004-09-19T21:02:15Z 2004-09-19T21:02:15Z Pedro The Lion - Bad Diary Days This is my new Live Journal. Only my friends know about it, cause they're amazing.